Facebook Woes

I like to think I am a nice person, that I try to be fair to others, and that I can get over my differences with other people. It is a two way kinda thing, I know that. And I know that I am not always the kind of person that I need to be.

Knowing this, I still find myself a little heart broken... heart broken because in the last ~4 months I found out that I have been broken-up with via facebook on more than one occasion. I feel like I am 19 years old again and I just got dumped. I know it is lame, but I'm like "I know everything wasn't perfect between us, but now you won't even let me check up on you on facebook...!" Harsh, mostly because that person can't even stand the most menial form of communication between the two of us.

It also reminds me of the wrestling unit in grade ten gym class. I could do the moves alright, and after having Mr. Carleton throw me around for the demonstrations I thought knew what it was going to feel like. But when I got put on that mat with another girl and she was all grabbing me, tossing me to and fro, little p-cute just couldn't handle it. The tears welled up and were almost spilled. Lucky for me, Mr. Carleton had his eye on me and called me out of the ring in the nick of time. Phew!

Being broken up via face book and grade ten wrestling- same thing. It sucks. I know friendship moves, I can do them alright, but this time Mr. C couldn't save me. I understand though. I'm not mad, I just wish things were different. I wish that we were never even placed in that ring on that mat together. . . or maybe that we had a chance to critique the moves...or maybe that I could still watch your every move via status updates and albums created... I don't know...